Upside Down.

Image: ©2020 Joanne Van Leerdam

I don’t know how to do this.
I don’t want to say goodbye,
But I have no choice,
You have taken your wings,
And I have to let you fly. 

In a moment you were gone
And life turned upside down;
Too soon. Too final. 
And now we gather to lay you
To rest in the lonely ground.

The grave seems so absolute, 
Stark proof you’re really gone:
It’s a mystery
That your life can be over
And yet, your soul lives on.

Your life is now in heaven, 
Eternal peace and rest, 
My comfort is knowing
You’re in Jesus’ arms
Safely treasured, fully blessed. 

Life here without you is hollow,
The days all seem so long, 
I have grown weary of cliches
And platitudes 
That feel so empty and wrong.

The future is bleak without you, 
I don’t know what life will be, 
But wherever I go
And whatever I do,
I will take you there with me.

©2020 Joanne Van Leerdam

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  1. Reblogged this on WordyNerdBird and commented:

    My father and one of my closest friends recently passed away within five days of each other. In fact, Helen died on the afternoon of Dad’s funeral. It was too much loss. It was too painful. It was definitely too soon and too final. And “upside down” is exactly how I felt then and still feel now.

    As always, my feelings have turned into poetry.

    I wrote this poem on the morning of Helen’s funeral. It was impossible to contemplate one without revisiting the other in my mind.

    So, this poem is for both of them.


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